Conscious Creator

I Have A Good Life…Why Am I Not Happy?

I grew up always feeling loved. I grew up always feeling taken care of. I grew up never feeling anything was missing.   …so how did I grow up to not be happy?   I was raised on a farm in a small town with the small community feel. I loved growing up there. Even though I grew up to be more of a city girl, I loved being raised there and wouldn’t change a thing. I was raised with two parents who are still together, and with siblings that when we come together the result is always connection and laughter.   I always had good friends and was never bullied. My parents were supportive and ensured we always had what we needed and wanted. And I’d say even went beyond what most parents do for their children. We weren’t spoiled, but we certainly were well loved.   Obviously not everything in my life was flawless. I encountered some, what I refer to as, growing pains, but overall on all accounts I had a good life. Every which way I looked there was...

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Has Life Been Feeling a Little Wonky?

I’ve been off the radar for a little bit. This certainly isn’t the first time. And when I come back, I always wonder, do I mention the pause in communication, or do I just jump right back in? Because in my personal world, there was no real pause. I was carrying on with life, but just behind the scenes. But here’s the reason I decided to address it this time...

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New Energy/Old Energy. Which Do You Choose to Live In?

We are living in a new energy…but there is still the playing out of the old energy going on. What this new energy provides us is the potential for new choices. You don’t have to stay stuck in a life that doesn’t leave you waking up looking forward to each day. That’s the old energy. …and through you becoming aware and conscious that there is something else available, you must take responsibility for what you choose.   The new energy is a place of ease, freedom, joy, and abundance; there is no struggle here. The old energy is mired in old programs, conditions, and emotions. …and you are now being continually presented with the choice of which energy you want to live in. Anything that is showing up in your current reality provides you with a new choice, and that choice essentially boils down to – do you choose fear or do you choose love?   You create your own universe; the vibrational dimension you live in, with every single choice you make. Every time you choose love you...

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Wanting What You Want Isn’t Wrong

For years I had an inner battle with how to come to terms with my desires. I was the kind of person who wanted what she wanted, but I also had the world telling me that there was a limit to what I could have.   I didn’t “want” in a bratty, entitled and spoiled kind of way...

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